Pelangi Angan-Angan Saya

Guess what i am doing right now ?? MSN-ing with Sherrin.. Oh dear, i miss u so much.
siti says:helo dear..
siti says:where r u
sherrin says:I'm in ur heart my dear hehe
siti says:oh...so sweet.. u makes me miss u more deeper
sherrin says:Haha good la then miss me more hehe tmr goin back at wat time
siti says:8pm
bla...bla...bla...til 1.45am ( Sherrin, u make my tear to drop !! Dah la online thru mobile ) We haven't chatting for ages..Around 1 month.Just in text sms but just in a short period. Hey, i really miss u dear.
Im wondering why my heart+soul+liver=whole body is missing people especially my 2nd sister in Saudi..K.la, nape i miss U ni?? 3 weeks i din't sms her.Ayork, im walking in a busy way of my life isn't?? Stil has 3years syllabus to study!! Is there anyone could help me?? Allah, please..im begging.
Oklah, i just text k.la about my day today ( book fair + ljs ).. pity us, ljs has no longer in MV. I needs to find it somewhere else. Also dim sum cafe. Our fav ;p..Right sis?? Erm, actually we should eat at ljs when u are here on last Mac sis..Kan dah kempunan ( i yang lebih kempunan ;p).
It's okay, Dect Conan eh.. ASP sns wil investigate where is the new location.grrr,roger!!
Sangat rindu U..Rindu mak d kg. Little princess pon dah 2 minggu xjumpe!! Juga abang d Johor ( minggu depan pulang ke kg sama-sama ) I knew why i feel deep [r] i [n] d [u] ... b'coz most of them miss me too ;p ( perasan = sherrin's syndrome ).

Oh, so many things i melalut..yuhu, felt quite satisfied with today's photoshot.Hope Halim feel the same feeling also! After photoshot i went to book fair.Aiyak, congested~ very2 unaesy..but needs to find some book ( KOREA IN GLANCE ). But i bought a novel ( Setiap Jumaat : NB ) Oh, my fav writer and fortunately, i had a chance to have a photo with her!! Alhamdulillah :) smile until ears.. Then just walked around 2 hours but stil haven't get korea in glance jugak. Then, bought a new album of UNIC ( langkah tercipta + buku berdialog dgn jin, dah la peristiwa khms lepas masih membelenggu diri..)

Tired..but foods stock at KKB haven't buy yet.Decided go to MV ( that's why i know ljs is closed and changed to krispy krime donuts ). A bit dissappointed. Go sns go..find ljs all over the KL. Eh, after more than 3 posts are all about study.. This time just an itchy fingers typing yeee~

19.4.2009 ( ahad )
Pagi yang indah sebab sejak beberapa minggu nih d hujung minggu pasti saya akan bangaun seawal subuh dan tak tidur semula.. On laptop dan ber-plurk. Dapat lihat sunrise di depan mata sambil mengambil vit D yang semulajadi. Tiada peristiwa menarik berlaku hingga tgh hari makan tgh hari dan membelasah domino pizza. Petangnya dapat kol dari incik Halim supaya ke Gombak ( perubahan plan : nasib baik saya sudah siap masa tu..) em, more details at 19 April yang penuh suka duka. ( halim, minta izin link nih ya kos terselit dalam cerita awak juga ). sambung siket cerita saya, sampai KKB dalam pukul 11.30pm setelah incik Brian mendrif kereta nya. Sori guys, lewat sejam saya smpai ke Kepong! Thnks incik Halim kos mendrift keta awak tuk hantar saya ( actually saya ni takut jugak la masa tu bertambah dgn kejadian kereta kancil tu..haisshh, apapun dah selamat alhamdulillah..takziah ek kos dapat saman..;p )

20.4.2009 ( isnin )
Inilah sebab kenapa saya perlu jugak balik ke KKB mlm smlm ( dah plan macam kena pulang pagi ni ). Tapi, saya takut x sempat nak jumpe Adam. pagi ni dia akan bertolak ke Jitra meruskan kehidupan di sana..juga Akid, Tasya, Louiss, Haikal, Suhadam, Imran. Saya yang agak sukar menangis, mmg dibajet oleh rakan2 saya akan menangis.. Adakah saya menangis ?? Jeng Jeng Jeng..jawapannya tidak masa di luar bas..tp masa nak hantar anak2 itu ke dlm bas dan bersalam dengan Suhadam, air mata saya terus mengalir sebab Suhadam pon menangis saat itu. Walaupun sebelum tu, saya dah bercium2 dgn Louiss. Malah Adam sangat la happy sebab menjangkakan ingin pergi makan angin saja kot. Akhirnya, menangis juga dia malam tu ( ppk yang bercerita ). Namun mereka semua sudah pergi dan mungkin dapat jumpa semula mungkin juga sebaliknya. sobs...sobs... Batrisya je yang tinggal situ..

Ada satu peristiwa penting hari ini : HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANA aka LALING SAYA ( NUR FARZANA OMAR ) yang ke 21~
ucapan : Mungkin juga kita berjauhan dan x dapat bersua lagi.. namun kamu tetap sahabatku yang tersayang !! Moga kejayaan milik kita bersama ye! Tiada apa yang lebih bermakna selain kamu menjadi temanku....

21.4.2009 ( selasa )
Hari ni masuk snoezelen ( relaxation room ). Minggu ni untuk pesakit2 dorm Anggerik dan pesakit perempuan.. Makanya ada la c Achong ( pesakit yang meminati saya, kan penah saya cerita dahulu ttg dia yang anggap dirinya lelaki ) Untuk sekian kalinya, dia berjaya cium pipi saya..Ya Allah, hanya tuhan saja la tahu perasaan saya masa tu. Memang terkejut sungguh hati saya. Takut betul la saya..Tapi fikir2 semula kejadian d hosp Kemaman dulu lagi menakutkan saya!! Arghhh, benci sungguh.. Balik rumah saya terus mandi dan makan 5 mangkuk bubur!! Masih dalam traumatic..

22.4.2009 ( rabu )
Disebabkan saya lewat sangat mlm nak pulang ke KKB hari ahad tu..maka dengan x semena2 saya kena la belanja bebudak nih.. Memang saya lambat..kami janji pukul 8 di KTM Kepong.Tapi saya inform mereka lewat hingga smpai 9.30pm.. tapi tetap juga sampai lewat pukul 10.30 ( mesti korang dah baca sebabnya d atas kan )..
Jalan mudah untuk belanja mereka.. saya masak untuk mereka ( lagipun mmg turn saya untuk masak). Pulang dari kerja, terus beli barang nak buat bihun tomyam. 1 periuk besar penuh saya buat. Alhamdulillah, habis..tu pon untuk bebudak perempuan je..lelaki x merasa langsung.. lain kali saya kasi ya kawan2... ( sungguh kebulur kami2 ni semua ) Penat juga bermain dgn pesakit2 hari ni tapi lebih lucu bila pensyarah kami yang terlebih seronok bermain..layan je laaaa..

23.4.2209 ( Khamis )
Hari ini akan ke waterfall ( Kg Pertak ; kira2 5km dari rumah kami ).. Perjalanan ke situ, subhanallah..mmg cantik umpama d Arizona ( oh, satu peristiwa yang sangat2 saya x boleh lupa ttg Arizona ) Dan yang pasti terlalu banyak la gmbar yang dapat di klik.. lagi2 sunset kegemaran saya ( macam makanan pulak ) + awan yang begitu indah.. Sebenarnya saya perasan yang awan d KKB sangat2 indah...Segala puji-pujian untukMU Allah...Terima kasih untuk nikmatMu.
Gambar..ada. Tapi ada 1 cerita saya nak HIGHLITE kan... ada 1 gambar yang menakutkan kerana terambil sesuatu yang x sepatutnya..ini mmg real punya!! cuma masih belum boleh upload lagi kerana masih dalam penyiasatan..hari ni x masak sebab terlalu penat maka kami semua ber15 makan d luar hingga saya kena diarrhea!! padan muka sendiri..Makan byk sngt.. Mengembang hozintal, kalo ventrical nmpk tinggi sket saya.. ( Sebelum pergi mandi, saya telefon mak minta kebenaran..setelah pulang update mak: sungguh gembira mak bila saya pulang dengan selamat..sungguh saya rasa selamat bila mak tahu segala gerak geri saya..peduli apa orang nak kata )
Kena cium lagi sekali...arghhhhhh

24.4.2009 ( Jumaat )
Jumaat kareem, saya sangat suka jumaat sebab?? boleh pulang ke rumah.. Sampai rumah dalam pukul 4.30pm !! cadang nak tidur sebab terlalu mengantuk..tapi x juga hingga sekarang menaip d blog ini..

Note 1 : Arizona ( tempat arwah abg saya meninggal ) secebis Al-Fatihah untuknya

Note 2 : Viva dgn external physio mgu depan saya pilih traumatic brain injury.

Note 3 : Saya rindu mak..nak pulang ke Perak..Buah longan dah banyak buahnya.... anak2 kucing saya pasti rindukan saya...

p/s : klik d gambar untuk lihat lebih jelas !!

I pause my mind for a few seconds before i start typing ( cool down myself + gained the strength) ... i was posting in JKM ( Jab Kebajikan Masy : Taman Sinar Harapan) for 5 weeks, and 2 weeks was done successfully..insyaAllah; eventho i still haven't decide what case i want to present and seems all the kids ( patients ) gonna moving out, actually they have to changed to other branch... altho i just be there in 2 weeks, but i felt i was very close with them especially to *D*M ( my 1 patient who is 3y++ but unable to walk and has congenital deficit ) , *kid ( hydrocephalus ) , lo*iss ( abused victim + knock knee LL ) , B*trisy* ( not really my patient but quite closed to her ) , T*sy* ( i used to play with her ) regardless their history ( im very sad to story). Batrisya; Aunty Siti gonna miss u sayang!! thnks for the kisses! sobs.sobs... Oh ya, mostly in TSH me and collegue are doing paediatrics assessments. But next week onwards we should do for adult and take as many as we can la for clinical posting..only left 3 weeks and. No time to play !!(beautifully said la SNS). Don't ever do that SNS, this is your final sem!!!

After 5 weeks in TSH i wil b in Taman Ehsan ( for my GERIATRICS ), also for 5 weeks. And lastly in HOSPITAL KKB to complete my final clinical posting !! Then Exam* ( scarrrrrry). Then, " berfoya-foya " with my sis ( she wil b here for 2 months )...jalan2 cari chenta la... ( seriusly...kekeke; ini bukan cobaan )
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story 2 ....

zarmiela : hi cak.. semalamkan danisha menangis u xde dalam keta. dia cakap SITI..SITI. time tu depan umah akak tu. peh tu i cakap u xda, dia bengang hentak kaki n nak nangis!! * saya telah pulang ke KKB..
oh, kisah my litta princess : ZARA DANISHA AIZA.. i luv u sayang!

note 1 : seperti punya anak sendiri tapi belum bersedia punya suami ( kerana laki2 amat payah dpercayai..erk, jgn marah kaum ADAM )

note 2 : hari-hari mendatang bisa merindui 'anak-anak' saya..

note 3 : Russia bercuti keselematan.. moga kamu tenang di sana!

note 4 : Nama dirahsiakan atas sebab2 tertentu..

p/s : im listening to "cinta adam & hawa"

baru pulang dari family dinner : village view jln reko . (malam ni x snap byk pics pon kos sgt lapoo n sangat penat jugak sebenarnya). em, just edited my beautiful niece yang makin membesar ni. it's been so long i haven't upload her latest pics right? oklah, her litta aunty nih quite busy la~ ( kerisauan la pulak saya pasal mini research project; apa disease nak buat??? any idea..?)
nak buat pneumonia tapi kat situ xda kes itu...adoiiii. toin.toin.paler mengecut n mengembang constantly ;p....


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Then pagi tadi photo shoot : cter lain kali ek..keke. ahaks.. majuk kah?? sinopsis - untuk album nasyid indie . tapi masih kurang memuaskan la. sungguh xda bakat la saya nih. sori ya halim.. tapi suka je dgr celoteh dia. cumanya saya kan pasif. mendengar lebih baik...;p ( utk memula je la.bila dah tahu rentak & irama.. talkactive la saya nih ) gmbarnya, biarlah suprise.. kalau boleh nak tunggu album keluar dulu. btw, tQ kat Halim kos hire saya !

note 1 : ahad yang TERPAKSA pulang ke KKB ( ikhlaskan hatimu SNS)

note 2 : saya sempat membaca novel..alhamdulillah, akhirnya ada ruang untuk membaca selain dari buku perubatan yang x mungkin dapat khatam!! adoiiiii, tolong lah rebus & kasi saya minum blehhh???

note 3 : ada org kata saya sesuatu....em ???

note 4 : ada org selidik FS saya jugak ( xpe la, saya lebih update FB saya) - tQ ya bakal doc tu..haishh, saya pon xmahu dia laaa ( saya masih mencari tapi bukan dia, kamu x perlu risau ; saya tahu kamu membaca ini juga) selidik la puas2 ;p

note 5 : untuk penyelidik saya ~CINTA ADALAH SESUATU YANG MENAKJUBKAN.KAMU TIDAK PERLU MENGAMBILNYA DARIPADA SESEORANG UNTUK MEMBERIKAN KEPADA ORANG LAIN. KAMU SELALU MEMILIKINYA LEBIH DARI CUKUP UNTUK DIBERIKAN KEPADA ORANG LAIN~

p/s : blog berehat seminggu lagi ... ( entry cinta pulak ; pesanan buat mereka )

salam.. it seems almost a week i haven't update my blog... wanna know Y ?? em, KKB is juz 2g coverage and it is so difficulty to get through the internet ( sabar sns ).. life in KKB ?? totally different with Kemaman. ( too many reasons ) here (kkb) really enjoying my practical til i feel so scared kos it wont enhance my knowledge..
ok.. 1-1, i will explain k.

For 1st 5 weeks me and my group wil be posting in jabatan kebajikan masyarakat ( so many psy cases ) n yet 1 week is over ( only 2 cases i did : congenital deficit + spastic ). and yet, felt damn enjoy in kkb ( i have no stress at all ). sangat2 susah hati la saya macam ni ( even pneumonia case pon ellek ). haishhh ( mengeluh jugak)..tp kena ingat Allah
( DIA yang menentu segalanya ).. i needs to boost my own confident and put more inisitive.insyaAllah...

As i mentioned early, there got so many psy ( mental retarded ) problem. Then, i was almost kissed by a "guy" ( actually it's a girl : but thinks she's a boy ). She likes me a lot ( always usap-ed my hand and seriuosly acting like a guy ). Alhamdulillah, i managed to escape from the kiss..nauzubillah.,sangat takut saya masa tu.( everydays she wil b kacau-ing me : berkepit2 xlepas ). The thing is.. saya sangat kesian.. yA Allah, kuatkanlah kesabaranku~
Actually most of the cases are court cases.. abused + " trash victim " etc. ( sadness + crying in my heart ). yA Allah, mereka hambaMU yang tidak berdosa... kerana memiliki ibu bapa yang kejam!! terlalu ramai penghuni yang kurang upaya sehinggakan menitis air mata saya di sana.. walaupun mereka x sempurna di mata manusia..hidup serba kekurangan... yA AllAh, aku patut bersujud syukur padaMU..

On 1st day itself me and my group went to police report.. rm1400 gone !! dugaan~ but actually all the boys money ( house rental ). 2 days they all merempat like pendatang asing je . The person did that are so shameless.. Nothing could do, just pray for the reply from Allah. It seem my week was so terrible right ?? haishh.. a lot of things happen but this is LIFE~ you learn the lesson in every moments you walk into it. Oklah, i have no idea to continue typing : S.A.D.N.E.S.S ~ ...


note 1 : snoezelen ( so relax and i used to tarikkkkkkk baik punya )

note 2 : mr soviet, tQ so much~

note 3 : wOrk ( photography session @ semenyih )

p/s : actually im started typing this post at 3pm..but only 1.10am i managed to post it.. sungguh sedey hati saya

just interpretation on pictures

salam wbt... today was my last day in college. next week is our final posting for 3months n a half. everywhere we are posted. n me, in kkb with other 14persons there. I already packed my things a few days ago ( coz i hate doin last minute works ). looked like i am so exuberant rite ?? but actually i am so scared + stress coz this is my 1st project college, so that we must show our good outcome there. em, today we also got a new mini research project ( thesis ala2 degree n master students but actually this is a trial thesis la ). The purpose we having this project is to prepare our self for the real research project in future. Adding more stress isn't ?? ok.. these are the lists what are the "burden" i should facing for this 4 months

1. final posting for 14 weeks
2. a mini research project
   
3. 4 case presentations ( cardiorespiratory, neurology, pediatrics, muscularskeleton )
4. 6 clinical assessments ( internal - 2 / external - 4 )
5. BIG GENERAL EXAM ( 3years anatomy + physiology + neurology and others )

i juz hoping that sns could do her best ;p..ya, i really wants to do my best but the lazinees sumtimes ( errr, actually always ) makes my spirit fluctuate..lol i needs Allah guidance.. i needs mummy n daddy prays..i needs my siblings to be ma boaster... friends n U, i meant U ( who is reading this ) to pray for my best :) tq ya~ ok, next i would like to story about my last day in college. i had a class as usual but since we had finish our presentation, we just sat and kept chat with our lecturer ( a bit of discussion n a lot of borak-ed) then, we had a small singging ( all of us need to sing ). So, me valen n sherrin ( trio ) sang KAU ILHAMKU..kahkah, not really sumbang k. then we continue with teka teki ( merepek2 sungguh )..then of coz photography sessions..lol

Lunch time : me, ida, sherrin, valen, farhan went to jaya one n had a lunch there ( old town ) .. after ate, irene came n had a lunch there.. Around 1pm we went back to college and waiting for the posting briefing + mini research project... then, continue photography sessions. a few of us nangis gila2.. n me?? nope. ok lah, juz have a look at these pics k...

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this is yesterday story : ice scating day ! saya x jatuh langsung** ( itu je nak high lite )..maceh~
note1 : risaunya la ttg posting dan keja2 4 bulan nih

note 2 : moge kawan2 semua x rindukan saya ya..lol sayang sgt korang !! keja elok2

note 3 : saya menggunakan proper spelling kan kos nanti org xphm pulak bila guna singkatan seperti sebelum ini

note 4 : tiada latest update ttg soviet

note 5 : gambar selebihnya masuk FB okay ~