hiding inside the shell

If I could ..
Throw away my burden
I might be the luckiest girl
But it stuck in my mind that I could never escape from it
I wonder why…
I keep rambling and monologue in my heart
“keep marching toward success”
Just to comfort myself

If I could ,
Worry no more about my trouble
I would be the happiest girl
Will that ever happen?
I often ask myself,
Sadly the question is left unanswered…
I cried silently in my heart
To ensure no ones could hear and see my tears

As the time goes by..
I only trust in Allah.
my forehead on the ground
To show my thank to Him
Fullest of hope that HE might accept
And give me strength to continue my life

I soon understand partially of it
I Cannot be avoided
And they are the teachers who will guide me
As I continue every step into the future
Although it is hard but I know
Allah does not burden a soul with more than it can bear.

Wanna be a secretive but
at the same time needs to share everything.
Tired to think !!! Shut my ears and eyes.
Don't ask me why because I've zero answer for you
Ask me nothing. T__________________________T

Thursday, November 26, 2009 at 12:42am (FB's Note)
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Yesterday, my status stated ' small is not a WEAKNESS (angry) .... and YOU, dont judge me from my physical features !! small is cute (smilling and hiding inside the shell like a turtoise) '

I hates when people simply can judged me based on my physical appearance! Hey, don't you think that was so BAD. I am not that small, so that YOU can bullied me as you like. I do have feelings, and just because I didn't shout and yell, you can called me WEAK. What YOU give, YOU get back, not from me but insyaAllah Allah is Almighty!! May Allah Bless YOU.

Okay, ignorance is bliss.Let's enjoy my new theme song, it's dedicated from my BFF (Sherrin).
Kind of simple song but i do have my own interpretation on this lyric! First thing crossed in my mind definitely not a LOVE song ya, but a FRIENDSHIP.
What can i say about this lyric is something like " in this world, sometimes we NEED a friend to rely on no matter how hard our life it is. I love to be alone but not the feeling of LONELINESS, I do need a friend to share everything that could be shared with.Em, alhamdulillah I have YOU. "If I had to sum up Friendship in one word, it would be Comfort. ~Adabella Radici "It takes a long time to grow an old friend. ~John Leonard"
Thank you, and now I can tell you that TWO IS BETTER THAT ONE."

Two Is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And i thought hey
You know this could be something
'cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now i'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true, that i can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And i'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'cause when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
And finally now, believing

And maybe it's true, that i can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And i'm thinking two, is better than one